Friday, 31 December 2010
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omg. last day of 2010
omg again. and again.
bimbo. lol.
its the last day of horrid 2010!
actually i cant remb alot of bad things that happen.
maybe i should consult bff.
she knows better. like my memory card. =)
anyways, my once a month blog, im here to blog again.
lucky i need to use my lappie for paying bills
if not i wouldnt be blogging at all.
ok. plenty to say.
but im just gg to recap 2010.
those major stuff.
thank god for the follow things:
1) Graduation =)
2) Got a job. =)
3) Money =)
4) Knowing many many new people =)
5) My family. =)
6) Jon - when she is good. or maybe i should delete this. she's in between thank god and FML.
7) Friends. =) you know who you are.
8) Presents =)
and the list goes on.
FML : I shall just leave it behind. and moving forward,
my new year resolution:
1) to exercise more! hahahah. rod. pls dun laugh at this. i know you reads my blog. LOL.
2) be more patient to EVERYONE. and that includes jon and ahboy lol
3) to earn alot. lol. achievable i know. 4k a month? HAHA. seriously. 3.5k i very happy already leh.
4) be here for my family.
5) Clean my room once a month
6) Clean my office table once a week. LOL.
and i swear the list can just go on and on and on la.
its 5 pm already
and i have to head out soon
happy new year! =)
2011 rocks.
xoxo
Saturday, 27 November 2010
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i almost forgt how to log in to xanga.
finally i have the luxury time to blog
life has been so busy. too busy.
but still i managed to meet up with friends.
some of my friends only. lol.
anyways. less than 8 days.
my 24th birthday.
i just have to accept it. im 21 i mean 24.
tsk.
jeanne has been asking me.
'so whats for this year?'
lols. yes. i have made up my mind on one.
and im confuse over another.
and im deciding not to step into chanel world yet.
my financial stability is still very rocky.
given that the job that im having is not very fun already.
so im buying this!
guess which colour den.
and then im confused about
or
hmmmmmm. the damier looks ok. but when i saw it in the boutique
i just dun have the oh-i--must-buy-this-feel.
7 days to think.
USS with boy and jon tml! =)
USS sold out on my bday so have to advance it.
and did i mention i have an iphone 4 now. lols.
its been a month! tsk.
this blog is soooo outdated.
i gtg for an appointment now.
blog relly soon i hope.
ciao.
<3
Sunday, 26 September 2010
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my last blog entry was last month! this is really an once-a-month blog. lols.
i shall update abit of my life.
started working for abt 3 months. i think its still early to tell whther i like this job or not anyways.
but the people there are very nice to be friends with. =)
however i can take the stress and live up to expectations. hopefully la huh.
and being stress means i have been eating alot! and gaining like 2kg is so fuck my life.
now i have to try all ways to lose that 2kg. so im aiming to lose 4kg!
been very sway lately too. kena injuries everywhere. and this sucks. my poor feet.
and the pain is never ending.
on top of work i have tuitions too. seriously. i need to stop that.
its draining all my energy away. just one more month.
and i will be free from that.
have a feeling im falling sick soon. hope its not a major one.
i feel like there's nth else to blog. lols. shall end here den.
and blog next month. =)xoxo
We've been deep in the trenches ain't that friendship?
It's not always roses but everybody knows this
We stuck in this battle field i know just how you feel
Standin' up for us i'ma be a soldierYou give me hope you give me strength
I'd give you better than i could ever give myself
Always know that i got your back
Don't matter wherever as long as were together
We've been through too muchAnd if i had to retreat
I know you'll fall back with me
And if you got problems
You already know whose gonna solve themYou give me hope you give me strength
I'd give you better than i could ever give myself
Always know that i got your back
Don't matter wherever because we'll always be togetherNow it's time to get focused
I ain't saying nothing man you already know this
So if hope floats then flow this
And if you need to swim i'ma bring a [incomprehensible]Now i don't need to sound so monotonous
If you need something from me call me i got this
And i don't give you what you need from me
And i'ma be right there when i need to be
Friday, 27 August 2010
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just checked my feedings.
and i realized that ppl are still clicking onto my blog.
lols. i apologized for not blogging as often as i used to
thanks to work. im super tired everyday. and 24 hours
is soooo not enough for me! oright. i realized that since last sem of school.
but still. im rushing against time. and god knows that is a bad thing.
anyways, time passed. and you must be wondering why the hell am i blogging
at 9am this freaking morning. haha. i was awake since 7 plus. had breakfast
like every morning. diff is im at home and not in my office. at 7th floor and not att 56th floor sumwhere in raffles place. lols. love my office though. =)
and today is the day. convocation. =)
squared hat
gown. cert. photo taking. gatherings. much <3.
i hope i wun embarrass myself later. and the gown makes me look weird.
in two hours time, im gg to fetch boy home for convocation.
hope yen can make it too later for sch. so that a family photo can be taken. =)
as usual photos will be up in fb. im gg to take a nap.
and see ya all in sch at 1230pm. <3
blog soon! i hope. =)
meanwhile im gg to share a song. i know its released long time ago.
but its all time fave not? lols.xoxoCan we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you're staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin' what would you wish for
If you had one chance
So airplane airplane sorry I'm late
I'm on my way so don't close that gate
If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night
Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job, before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin' to get into the subway
And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it
But now a days we rappin' to stay relevant
I'm guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Then maybe yo maybe I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tape
And back before I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for the Cada, what's up Bobby Ray
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this sh-t
So here I stand and then again I say
I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Sunday, 15 August 2010
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cooked pasta last week over at jon's place.
made jell-o after that.
and it sucks! =( failed attempt seriously. lol
this weekend was
french toast =)
and konyaku jelly.
purple jelly with my purple nails. =)
and now we r co-blogging. lols.
havn't been updating for as long as i can remb.
now is a good time to do so.
work has beeeeen ok la. abv avg.
company's fun day yest at hort park.
walking has nva been so tiring.
shopping with jean and jon after that
ate custard bun! <3
but i find that the bun skin is too thick le la.
tml is another week of work.
working in raffles place is sooooo killing me
and burning a hole in my pocket. =(
so need to save money from now till dec.
will plan for a trip soon! hmmmmm.
either gg bangkok again in jan,
perth in feb or seoul in korea with uni babes!
imissjon! =)) tats wad she type. HAHAHAHA
how would i miss u when u r right beside me!
hahah. silly.
alrights. i have so much to blog but little motivation to type.
hahahahs.
hope everyone is doing good though.
misses.
xoxo
Sunday, 25 July 2010
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wow. 3 weeks of not blogging.
plenty to say of cox
the goodies and den the bad stuff.
work has been ok so far.
made alot of frends. =)
susan, cindy, jess, rod, joshua, michele etc.
like my seniors too. they r all so cool. lol.
lunches at raffles place is killing.
makes me fat to the core.
and burning a hole in the pocket is so inevitable.
barcook, mr teh tarik and boost is good enough to kill
not to mention, the foodcourt, golden shoe complex, one george street and etc.
and the omg crowd.
working hard now everyday.
and hopefully nth bad comes ard.
my family is doing good
except for boy. who's apparently toothless.
becox of his constant flu.
we have no idea when it will get fixed.
have plenty to say. but time is running short.
so tired of everything thats happening between me and you.
here i go
this is my confession oh
a lost cause nobody can save my soul
i am so delusional
with every move i die
i have destroyed our life,
it's gone
payback is sick
it's all my fault
I'm dancing with tears in my eyes
just fighting to get through the night
i'm losing it
with every move i die
i'm fading
i'm broken inside
i've wasted the love of my life
i'm losing it
with every move i die
when did i become such a hyprociate
double life, lies that you caught me in
trust me i'm paying for it with every move i die
on the floor im just a zombie who i am is not who i wanna be
i'm such a tragedy with every move i die
this song is soooo for you.
and of cox theres so many songs that actually describe u.
you for being you.
will nva change.
everybody knows.
but i refuse to acknowledge
thank you for giving me days of happiness.
and thank you not for the days of sadness.
if u add up the days of happiness and
minus away the days of sadness.
the answer would be a negative sign.
im taking things logically now.
its relly time to think from the brain and
not from the heart.
you say ( for the 100th time)
you would change.
you would this
you would that.
in my heart i know.
u will never change.
i wonder if the final goodbye ever exist.
i just need someone else to take me away.
knock some sense into me.
and then its over.
i shall blog next time when im free.
next weekend maybe.
=)
xoxo
Saturday, 03 July 2010
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coughing not fully recovered yet
but i have already eaten all the not supposed to eat stuff.
the chicken rice especially. lols.
these few days has been hectic.
finding all the office wear for work.
yes. i found work.
in UOB plaza. oright. i hope its not tooo stressful.
but i heard first two months is suppose to be ok.
i shall update more soooon!
meanwhile, if uu wanna get a job in the banking and finance sector.
u can ask me for some details. if i know anything.
lols. im so clueless on how this works.
wish me luck. =)
mummy and daddy bought me a steamer to iron my office clothes.
lols. its so fun ironing with a vacuum like stick.
and my current want:
the new instax mini 25 is <3
i dunnoe why i wan this. but i thought it would be fun to have at least one in the house.
hahahhas. toking abt being random.
and these few days i have been eating yami yogurt. =)
i guess this is like the perfect way to curb koi and ice cream cravings.
watched eclipse yesterday.
its relly tough to choose between edward and jacob. hahah.
like seriously. lols.
im gg to call jean to see if theres a meetup like now if we can squeeze.
after that im meeting denise and terrencce and nickky at 7.
and we shall all goo to dearest noel's 21st bday party!
and wad? stay till for all the pics! =)
<3
oh not forgetting. my fave song now.
Impossible By Shontelle (i think, based on memory)
video in my fb. =)
so i chanced upon this song while hearing the FM one day.
i dunnoe how long it had been released but its nice.
at least it fits perfectly in my life.
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them
Saturday, 26 June 2010
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and soooooo now i have a little tastebud recovery
im craving for soooooo many stuffies.
not a single main dish though. guess my stomach is not used to eating big meals yet.
custard buns i want!
only from Vivocity Bosses Restaurant pls.
yummilicious ttm.
heres how it looks like. so cute and yummy.
and the juice/gravy/syrup wadever. so omg.
the next time i go vivo, im sooo heading there.
and den my second (yes i know, second! kant believe it)
koi bubble tea! I ALREADY DECIDED wad to buy next.
the ice cream milk tea i must try. satisfying my ice cream cravings as well.
hitting two birds with one stone huh. lols.
and lastly, to end this entry.
my third craving of today. YAMI YOGURT. =)
that reminds me to check whether theres 'live' culture in it not.
so i shall go google.
thats all for now.
i just wanna remb this recovery tastebud day. hahahs.
how silly.
blog next week
xoxo!
Friday, 25 June 2010
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im supposed to blog like a week ago.
but bad stuff happens over and over again.
till i have no actual time to blog.
or rather, i have no mood to blog.
been sick for sooo long.
the bad coughings. so omfg.
one min i feel better.
the next min im coughing my fucking lungs out.again.
couldnt do much these few days.
except eating a lil, ate medicine, napping,
and the cycle goes on.
plus the company of boy and his DS.
and den im stuck with a problem that i reckon it was over and done with
6 months ago. 6 months later. same old problem between us.
its relly high time to move on. and im feeling it.
i wonder y im even staying on.
staying on to get more promises being made?
staying on to get more promises being broken?
staying on to get more hurt and tears.
m so fucking sick of all the above.
till i kant be bothered anymore.
you bought it upon urself.
you kant even be nice and all forever that kind.
like i said for the 100th time.
i do not need all these.
yes i mentioned. we shall just see how.
but everyday u do sumthing new.
and ur best excuse, its my fault for being uncaring.
yes its my fault.
my fault for choosing you over others.
my fault for being so soft hearted towards u
my fault for being there for you.
my fault for being too nice. till to the extend that wadever u did wrong, i still have to be nice to you.
if you kant love me the way i wanted you to.
then i dun think that this will work out.
be it 6 months or 6 years.
and stop blaming me for being so unkind to u now.
i was too fucking kind thats y.
too good for you.
im heading to rest.
and pray that over the weekend my cough would be all gone.
cross fingers.
xoxo
Wednesday, 16 June 2010
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actually i dun feel like blogging.
but i wanted to get rid of the previous entry.
and im not deleting it.
its a reminder to myself.
Cramps. PMS.
and not getting a job is not helping.
thank god for tuitions.
my only source of income for now.
super bad crisis im having now.
and i have no control over it.
its a phase. part and parcel of a life.
but i still think that life's just not fair.
yes u gained some and at the same time
you lose some of it.
life's so hard.
im wondering issit better off dead.
and of cox. u r welcome to my funeral.
but im just not gg to surrender.
i just need a lil more time.
christopher was telling me abt his gf.
jobless for 2 months plus.
oright. im not the only picky one here.
like wadever. life just sucks. especially mine.
i know im fortunate to have a complete family.
fortunate to have parents, sister and a lil bro
blame it on PMS. im being sooo fucking emo.
nevertheless, i thank her and nickky.
for making everything seems ok.
encouragement, thanks.
being there for me, thanks alot relly.
especially you. Jon Wee aka prisberry. lols
you are always there when im down.
despite the hurt u gave me all the time.
but now. i hope we r treasuring =)
alright den.
i shall blog over the weekends.
xoxo
